
One. Stand in a glass dolls house. Turn the key and a musical box opens. Puppets in spiral – long days of grass. Two. Walk to the top of a hill, watch over those awoken by star lights. When we sing, we do not use words. Three. Hold tight on to the back of a minotaur; in the labyrinth we guard the source of our rivers. Four. Swimming lessons. Breathing practice for later life. Check the sea level at regular intervals. Five. Decide that the earliest memory is a feeling. Someone passed it onto us by accident. It still matters. Six. Find a safe place, give it a nickname or at least get a colour to fit with the things we tell ourselves. Seven. Pull a curtain over the ruins of here. Convince ourselves: all we need is just round the corner. Eight. Travel by car, boat, bus; the motion sickness for changing our minds always at the last minute. Nine. Count empty chairs at departure gates. Fold the rest of the day in half then gift it to strangers. Ten. Arrivals happen when there is no luggage left to pick up. All forgiven out of necessity. Eleven. The railway platform keeps changing numbers. Watch closely notice boards in an antechamber. Twelve. Rush out in yesterday’s clothes, fill up the rooms in our heart with what is to come.
© Maria Stadnicka and Andrew Morrison, MMXXIII
published in International Times on 12th August 2023.